Return to Innocence

That's not the beginning of the end
That's the return to yourself
The return to innocence

Love, devotion
Feeling, emotion
Love, devotion
Feeling, emotion

Don't be afraid to be weak
Don't be too proud to be strong
Just look into your heart, my friend
That will be the return to yourself
The return to innocence

If you want, then start to laugh
If you must, then start to cry
Be yourself, don't hide
Just believe in destiny
Don't care what people say
Just follow your own way
Don't give up and use the chance
To return to innocence

That's not the beginning of the end
That's the return to yourself
The return to innocence

Don't care what people say
Follow just your own way
Don't give up, don't give up
To return, to return to innocence

If you want, then laugh
If you must, then cry
Be yourself, don't hide
Just believe in destiny

Some stories don't have a clear beginning, meddle and end. life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's going to happen next. The purpose of life is to live it, to taste experience to the utmost, to reach out eagerly and without fear for newer and richer experience. Not everything is faced can be changed. But nothing can be changed until it is faced. There comes a point in your life when you realise who matter, who never did, who always will. So don't worry about people from your past, there's a reason why they didn't make it to your future.  Remember! never take a person for granted! hold every person close to your heart, cause you might wake up one day and realise that you've lost a diamond while you were too busy collecting stones. The pain is not on the day of missing our dear ones. The pain is really when u live without them & with their presence in your mind. But! Your must be strong now! Thing will get better soon, Thing may be stormy now. But it can't rain forever...... -END-

Who would you love me as ?

i really want to see u!

Awak sangat2 kejam!

Awak sangat2 kejam!

Awak tahu tak awak sangat2 pentingkan diri sendiri!

Awak tahu tak awak dah buat saya sedih!

Awak tahu tak awak dah buat saya menangis!

Saya benci awak!

Saya benci merindui awak!

Awak xpernah ingat kat saye!

Awak datang,, Awak pergi..

Sesuka hati awak!

Awak pernah fikir ke perasaan saye?

Awak sangat2 kejam!!!

(Monolog dr sebuah illustrious)

Hari ini di sebuah cafe... aku, meraka bersiap sedia membuat serangan ke atas semua makan y berkubu di dalam tray,,, hahhaha

Bos: Yat,,,

Yat: Doc.. makan doc..

Bos: Makan2... writing macam mane? ok?

Selambe je ak jawab...

Yat: Ok. Next week saya hantar.

Pakat ambik makanan la kami,, Pastu ak n mereka dok la kat meje bawah kipas..Bos dok kat hujung penjuru cafe. Sian lak aku tengok...

Yat: Doc, awat duduk jauh sangat tu...

Bos: Mari la duk sekali.

Aku pon bergerak la meninggalkan mereka ke meje bos.

Yat: Mana bestfriend doc?

Bos: erm.. die ade mesyuarat kat atas. Die ajak saya kali mkn kat sane. tp saya malas.

Yat: ok2,, saye pon g bilik mesyuarat tu gak td. tgk cik R prezent projek die,,,

Bos: ooo... erm,,, saya mengantuk sebenarnya hari ni, semalm saya tdo lambat siapkan proposal projek gabungan kat Vietnam.

Yat: projek pasal ape doc?

Bos: sosial economic in agroforest kat sane.. eh... yat dah antar proposal master lom?

Yat: erm,,, lom,,, sebenarnya doc....

Bos: yat nk tukar supervisor ke?

Yat: erm,, saya ingat nk try buat kat ******... tapi xsure lagi la... dalam pemikiran...

Elok je aku kn taskirah + basuh sebaik2 nya,,, erm,,, menguatkan perasaan berbelah bagi aku lagi,, makin kuat aura di tiup,,, akhirnya aku nekad..

Bos: saye bagi pendapat je. tu pun klau yat minat la.. tak kisah sape pon supervisor kita. janji kita seronok nk buat kan.

Yat: erm,, tu la yang saya dok fikirkan... ape2 hal pon saya nk setelkan satu2 dulu... tarikh antar proposal pon lama g,,, saya nk setelkan writing ni dulu. lepas tu baru wat proposal,,,

Bos: betul gak kan,, setel satu2.. nanti pape hal yat cr saya. saya ade je kat sini,,, klau dok cr sy kat kolej la,, hahah

Yat: ok doc, xde hal. nanti pape hal saya akan inform ngan doc.

************** huhuhu... penat aku fikir, macam2 side aku fikir. ade betul jugak kate doc. huhu aku nekad! aku akan sambung dlm bidang sosial ekonomic! moga pilihan kali ni yang terbaik... insyallh,,,,************

Karena Ku Sayang Kamu - Dygta

seandainya kau ada disini denganku

mungkin 'ku tak sendiri

bayanganmu yg selalu menemaniku

hiasi malam sepiku

kuingin bersama dirimu

 ku tak akan pernah berpaling darimu

walau kini kau jauh dariku

'kan slalu kunanti

karena kusayang kamu

hati ini selalu memanggil namamu

dengarlah melatiku

kuberjanji hanyalah untukmu cintaku

takkan pernah ada yg lain

adakah rindu di hatimu

seperti rindu yg kurasa

sanggupkah kuterus terlena

tanpamu di sisiku

kukan selalu menantimu

A walk to remember

If I knew it would be the last time that I’d see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly and pray to God, your soul to keep.

If I knew it would be the last time that I see walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more time.

If I knew it would be the last time I’d hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would videotape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day.

If I knew it would be the last time I could spare and extra minutes or two to stop and say “I love you”, instead assuming you would know I do.

 

 

If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day,
Well sure you’ll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away.
For surely there’s always tomorrow to make up for an eyesight,
And we always get a second chance to make everything right.
There will always be another day to say our “I LOVE YOU’s”,
And certainly there’s another chance to say our “Anthing I can do’s?”

 

 

BUT just in case I might be WRONG and today is all I get, I’d like to say how much I love you and I hope we never forget,
Tomorrow is not promised to anyone, young or old alike,

And today may be the LAST chance you get to hold your loved one tight.
So if you’re waiting for tomorrow, why not do it TODAY???

 

 

For if tomorrow never comes, you’ll surely regret the day,
That you didn’t take that extra time for a smile and you were to busy to grant someone, what turned out to be their one last wish.

So hold your loved one close today, whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them and that you’ll always hold them dear,
Take time to say “I’m sorry”, “Please forgive me”, “Thank you” or “Its okay”.
And IF tomorrow never comes, you’ll have NO REGRET about today.

 

 

TO ALL MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS…..

IF I’VE DONE ANYTHING THAT SEEM TO BE WRONG TO YOU, PLEASE DO FORGIVE ME… I REGRET IT…

I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH… 

 

# UPM Forester bach 2008/2011