Which the best way killing our self????
can i try it???

liar!!!!!

Some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle and end. Life is about knowing, having to change, taking to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's going to happen next. There comes a time in life  when you have to let go of all the pointless drama and the people who create it and surround yourself with people who make laugh so hard that you forget the bad and focus solely on the good! After all, life is too short to be anything but happy. erm,,, I'm try to promise to myself, to be so strong that nothing can disturb my peace of mind. look at the sunny side of everything and make my optimism come true. Think only of the best, work only for the best and expect only the best. Forget the mistakes of the past and press on to the greater achievements of the future. give so much time to improvement of myself that i have no time to criticize others. Live in the faith that the whole world is on my side so long as i true to the best that is in me!                    shit 4 those who try to kill me!

Numb heart!

i don't want to cry over you because i finally realized it won't get me anywhere and it won't make you care! ii feel so pain when thinking of you! when you not around i missing u make me feel so damn! You get someone else and forget me! never mind! go away from my life! hate seeing your smile! seem you don't feel anything! damn! stupid! get out from my way stupid!!!! i fall in love and fall in hate! love color with the truth and lie and cheat word!!! baka-yaro!!!!!! now my heart aches! and a drowsy numbness pains my sense! as though of hemlock i had drunk ! or emptied some dull opiate to the drains!!!! yeah! sometime the right to be alone is the beginning of all freedom!!!! but nothing sucks worse than feeling alone, no matter how many people are around! suppose nobody in this world is numb. Everyone can feel pain, its just that some are really good when it comes to pretending!!! now out of my way if you won't to part of my way!

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

* shit + damn feeling!

Baka-yaro!!!!!!!

I asked for strength

and GOD gave me difficulties to make me strong.

I asked for wisdom...

And GOD gave me problem to solve.

I asked for prosperity...

And GOD gave me brain and energy to work

I aske for curage..

and GOD gave me trobled people to help..

I asked for favor...

And GOD gave me opportunities.

I received nothing I wanted!

but I received everything i needed!

momentum:

Baka-yaro!!!!! in short time i'm spend my time 4 stupid thing! think stupid matter! i lost my precious time in stupid way!!! damn!!!!! macam mane aku boleh buang mase aku dengan bende2 mengarut ni!!! semua kerje terbelangkalai!!!! damn2!!!!! stupid hope! stupid matter!  Stupid people!how come i'm being so stupid too!!! arh!!!!!! shit!!! hate this feeling so much! still got time to turn in correct part! stop doing Baka-yaro thing! lot work to do!!! wake up stupid!!!!!!!!