Showing posts with label just a hope. Show all posts
Showing posts with label just a hope. Show all posts

Thursday, March 29

"kadang2 sedih jadi saya"


(◠‿◠)saya pernah SETIA,
tapi DIDUAKAN..(╯︵╰,)

(◠‿◠)saya pernah PERCAYA,
tapi DIKHIANATI..(╯︵╰,)

(◠‿◠)saya pernah MENCINTAI,
tapi DISAKITI..(╯︵╰,)

(◠‿◠)saya pernah MEMILIKI,
tapi akhirnya KEHILANGAN..(╯︵╰,)

(◠‿◠)saya pernah JUJUR,
tapi DITIPU..(╯︵╰,)

(◠‿◠)saya pernah BERHARAP,
tapi harapan tu cuma SIA-SIA..(╯︵╰,)

- Lebih baik menunggu orang yang tepat daripada menghabiskan waktu dengan orang yang salah ^_^
ツ senyum selalu ツ


Sunday, September 25

大っきらい でもありがと





Daremo ga kizukanu uchi ni nanika wo ushinatte iru Futto kizukeba anata wa inai omoide dake wo nokoshite. Shiawase toki no naka kotoba wo ushinatta. Moshimo maou ichido anata ni aeru nara. Tatta hitokoto tsutaetai. Arigatou. Toki ni wa kizu tsukeattemo. Anata wo kanjite itai. Omoide wa semete mono nagusame. Itsumade mo anata wa koko ni iru. 


Everyone loses something before they even realize it I suddenly realize that you’ve gone leaving behind only memories. Amid the happiness, we lost our words. If I could see you one more time. I just want to say one word. Thank you. Even if I get hurt sometimes. Want to keep feeling you. At least I have my memories to comfort me. I’ll always have you here….


***** The pain is not on the day of missing our dear ones. The pain is really when u live without them and with their presence in your mind********

Thursday, September 22

can u do that?


 This is a true story of Mother’s Sacrifice during the Japan Earthquake.
After the Earthquake had subsided, when the rescuers reached the ruins of a young woman’s house, they saw her dead body through the cracks. But her pose was somehow strange that she knelt on her knees like a person was worshiping; her body was leaning forward, and her two hands were supporting by an object. The collapsed house had crashed her back and her head.

With so many difficulties, the leader of the rescuer team put his hand through a narrow gap on the wall to reach the woman’s body. He was hoping that this woman could be still alive. However, the cold and stiff body told him that she had passed away for sure.
He and the rest of the team left this house and were going to search the next collapsed building. For some reasons, the team leader was driven by a compelling force to go back to the ruin house of the dead woman. Again, he knelt down and used his had through the narrow cracks to search the little space under the dead body. Suddenly, he screamed with excitement,” A child! There is a child! “

The whole team worked together; carefully they removed the piles of ruined objects around the dead woman. There was a 3 months old little boy wrapped in a flowery blanket under his mother’s dead body. Obviously, the woman had made an ultimate sacrifice for saving her son. When her house was falling, she used her body to make a cover to protect her son. The little boy was still sleeping peacefully when the team leader picked him up.

The medical doctor came quickly to exam the little boy. After he opened the blanket, he saw a cell phone inside the blanket. There was a text message on the screen. It said,” If you can survive, you must remember that I love you.” This cell phone was passing around from one hand to another. Every body that read the message wept. ” If you can survive, you must remember that I love you.” Such is the mother’s love for her child!!

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Saturday, September 17

Pokok hidup bahagia


Pokok hidup bahagia ialah manusia hidup mencari nasihat. Sentiasa berusaha untuk bertambah baik. Baiknya bukan untuk bermegah pada yang lain. Tetapi untuk dirinya dan keluarganya, agar dia mampu memimpin keluarganya dan saudara2nya serta mampu mencari rezeki yang ditetapkan untuknya.

1. Orang yang selalu mencari pengetahuan untuk petunjuk hidup.
2. Orang yang dapat menjaga kesihatan.
3. Orang yang kuat beragama.
4. Orang yang berjasa pada keluarga dan kepada orang ramai.
5. Orang yang berbudi dan pandai bergaul.
6. Orang yang berhitung ertinya hidup hemat tetapi tidak bakhil.
7. Orang yang serta dalam pembahagian waktu dan pendapatan.
8. Orang yang insaf akan hari tua.
9. Orang yang tidak banyak membuang masa.
10. Orang yang bercita-cita tinggi dan hidup sabar.
11. Yang paling disepakati oleh manusia ialah:
a. Dipuji hatinya.
b. Dipenuhi nafsunya.

Kesimpulan:

Yang penting bukan berapa lama anda hidup, tetapi apakah jasa dari kehidupan anda. “Agar tidak kita dilupai”.

Bila telah mati dan kereputan tulislah sesuatu yang berfaedah dibacai atau buatlah sesuatu yang berfaedah dituliskan."

Dan jangan sesekali kau takut untuk melangkah walaupun luka yang dihadiahkan bukan kerana IA membencimu, namun kerna IA amat sayang padamu dan mahu kau menjadi kuat, sekuat akar lalang pada bumi.


*************** buat diri aku sendiri:

Jangan .. jangan…. Kau ketawa dan tersenyum.. sekiranya hatimu sedang terluka. Menangislah, ia ubat yang terbaik. Jangan kau bersedih… jangan kau sesali… kau pernah berada dalam keadaan yang sangat menyakitkan suatu masa dahulu… mampu jua kau berdiri di menara gading keluar dari kesendirian seorang anak, sedihan sebuah keluarga, walau ketika itu hanya sedikit batas kesabaran kau digongcangNYA. Walaupun kau masih merasa sedih, namun senyumlah kerna kau telah berada di puncak yang tinggi bersama keluarga2 baru. Walau parut itu tetap milik kau, tetapi ingatlah. Tiada jalan patah ke masa lalu untuk mengelak luka itu, yang tinggal hanya simpang ke masa hadapan yang berliku dan bekas parut yang beransur pulih. Insyallah… mungkin di sana ada penawarnya, walaupun aka nada kesan luka2 kecil demi mengubati parut yang lama.. perjalanan yang jauh semata2 mencari sebuah perlindungan untuk membina sebuah taman di dunia dan akhirat.

**************Buat kalian:

Mungkin kalian juga pernah terluka, dan parutnya tetap ada. Tak mengapa, parut itu akan buat kita ingat, betapa kuatnya kita menyembuhkan luka itu sehingga ia mampu menjadi parut.. namun jangan lupa parut itu mungkin mampu luka semula sekiranya anda alpa. Sekadar pengisian dari sebuah lebuhraya bernama hidup.

Thursday, September 8

when hope begins to fade

sayang itu anugerah
anugerah untuk dinikmati
seringkali  aku tertanya
kenapa aku dipilihNYA?
memiliki rasa yang bukan milikku?
memiliki keindahan yang palsu?
seringkali kehilangan 
ketika kita mula mempercayai
kenapa? kenapa ia berlaku?
bisu... aku membisu...
juga mereka membisu
tiada jawapan
hampa? sedih?
senyuman itu...
senyuman palsu..
seperti anugerah yang di terima
palsu... 
di mana hilangannya kegembiraan?
kenapa ada rasa rindu pada yang palsu?
persoalan... persoalan...
harapan 
sepatutnya memberi nafas baru
kepada insan
sayang sekali
harapan itu palsu...
mungkin juga rasa sayang ini...
juga palsu.... mungkin.


" i'm miss someone to hold, when hope begins to fade"

Thursday, August 18

I always asked ALLAH...

This isn't just a word but real thing happen to me!

I asked for strength... 
And Allah give me difficulties to make me strong...
I asked for wisdom...
And Allah gave me problem to solve...
I asked for prosperity...
And Allah gave me brain and energy to work out...
I asked for courage...
And Allah gave me danger to overcome...
I asked for favors... 
And Allah give me opportunities...
I asked for a Love...
And Allah gave me trouble people to help...
I always asking something that i really want it...
But Allah know better than me... 
What should i have first....


Wednesday, August 10

Happy

Happiness is not a station you arrive at, but a manner of traveling. Happiness is also having want, & wanting what you have. But there are comes a time in life when you have to let go of all the pointless drama & the people who create it and surround yourself with people who make you laugh so hard that you forget the bad and focus solely on the good. After all, life's too short to be anything but happy. 
(kata2 indah yang tercipta) hahah,,,,

Sunday, August 7

Give me sunshine!



World... People... Hope.. Trust.... Love... Does it break Ur heart? For me yes! It break a lot. Every moment of every day, into more pieces than my heart was made of. I never thought of myself as quiet, much less silent went i’m in that mood. I never thought about thing at all. Everything changed and that distanced, and that distance wedged itself between me and my happiness. It wasn't the world and it wasn't the bombs and burning building. It was me and my thing, the cancer of never letting go. Is ignorance bliss? I don't know, but its so painful to think. And tell me what did thinking ever do for me? To what place did thinking ever bring me? i think and i think and i think. I’ve thought myself out of happiness a million times, but never once into it.


A good reminder blogger:

If you planted hope today in any hopeless heart
If someone’s burden was lighter because you did you part
If you caused a laugh that chased some tears away
If tonight your name is named when someone kneels to pray
Then your day has been well spent.



Saturday, July 16

ME

sometime the person who tries to keep everyone happy is always the most lonely person. So never leave them alone, because they will never say that they need you.
pen off

Monday, June 20

A smile



When life gives you a hundred reason to cry, show life that you have a thousand reason to smile. Haven you ever think a picture can make you smile?? this night i realise that picture can make people smile too. There are, one moment that you feel so sad and nobody can cheers you up, but a picture can make you smile. Right now this picture make me smile and felt calm. When i look at it, it seem like 'the boy' was smiling at me and saying "Hey! don't be up sad girl, i will always here with you. Keep smiling" Urm....  If really a picture can talk, for sure everyone will run away la.... But somehow picture can talk. They talk with you mind and your heart.... Keep smiling blogger, may be there a picture that can make you smile too just like me.... ;)

Sunday, June 19

At Peace






Peace it does not mean to be in a place where there is no noise, trouble or hard work. It means to be in the midst of those things and still be calm in your heart. Peace is a daily, a weekly, a monthly process, gradually changing opinions, slowly eroding old barriers, quietly building new structure. And however undramatic the pursuit of peace, the pursuit must go on.To open your innate nature and to feel something from the bottom of your heart it is necessary to remain silent. And remember, lost yesterday, somewhere between sunrise and sunset, two golden hours, each set with sixty diamond minutes. No reward is offered, for they are gone forever.. Have u feel the peace???

Friday, June 17

if I were a boy

 From a song call if I were a boy (Beyonce), song from a girl heart. Lately I think if I can change be a boy, I will do same thing as this song. 



If I were a boy even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted
And go drink beer with the guys

And chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted
And I'd never get confronted for it
'Cause they stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man

I'd listen to her
'Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
'Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken
So they'd think that I was sleeping alone

I'd put myself first
And make the rules as I go
'Cause I know that she'd be faithful
Waiting for me to come home, to come home

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man

I'd listen to her
'Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
'Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake
Think I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you're just a boy
You don't understand
And you don't understand, oh
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you wish you were a better man

You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
'Cause you're taking her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy

Why could you hurt someone who love yourself? Why you chasing the girl if now you hurt her feeling so badly? I don't understand... I would not understand. Sometime I think man make girl so sick in love! Do you know how it feel when you not around and leave the girl alone? How badly they missing you went you  far from them! Just keep in mind reader, human heart can feels thing but the eyes cannot see and knows what the mind cannot understand. Before someone’s tomorrow has been taken away, cherish those you love, appreciate them today before tomorrow come. May be when tomorrow come, they may not like today. May be there are things that we don’t want to happen but have to accept, things we don’t want to know but have to learn, and people we can’t live without but have to let go. Sometime I think crush in love is not destiny or fate but it just an accident that for sure make people sick or suffer! If you don’t know how to appreciate it, love just word without any meaning. It just a word… Pen off..

Thursday, May 5

kasih yang pergi,,,,


Senja berlalu pergi
Malam mengundang mimpi
Hari silih berganti
Merantai mencengkam diri

Kasih antara kita
Hambar disalut duka
Dalam kalut asmara
Kau hilang entah di mana...

Indah lembut bicara
Kelam di telan dusta
Kasih tertutup sudah
Terpahat sejarah cinta
Kau dan aku...

Bisa bagai selumbar
Rindu kasih tercalar
Biarpun datang dan pergi
Peritnya jiwa merana...

Diperhamba cinta setia
Yang dibenami lumpur kecewa
Andainya ini jalan penyudah
Ku relakan perpisahan...


Simpan kenangan lama
Terjalin antara kita
Tiada lagi cinta yang suci
Yang tinggal hanya memori...
Kasih kita...



~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ semuanya satu kesilapan~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Monday, April 25

a good word from me ---> you

i never had a dream come true
till the day that i found you
life is like roller cooster
but's we're feeling so good
you're the only best i ever had
and i 'will give you all the
love in this world
we are two in million
we had got all the lucky
we could be given
if the world should stop
we will be for ever as 1
so as we go on
we remember
all the time we had together
as our life changed
come whatever, we still be
friends forever.......

Thursday, March 31


 
 
Telah kuhebahkan
Rinduku yang lesu ini
Tertutup mastuli
Namun mustika
Cintaku terus membara

Walaupun tenggelam
Cinta yang dalam membeku
Di selendang arus
Namun mutia
Rinduku masih menyala

Biarkan tidak terlintas
Hasrat cinta tertutup ini
Untuk sorak dan isytihar di hatimu
Mungkin kerinduan
Belum kau peduli
Haruskah diuji

Namun pernah terkandas
Hasrat rindu tenggelam sepi
Mengumum dan merayu terhadapmu
Bukti kerinduan
Masihkah kau sangsi
Perlukah diuji
 
 
 
************* Kadang2 aku pincang memikirkan siapa sebenarnya aku pada dirimu. Adakah aku wujud untuk menjadi tempat untuk kau singgah, apabila kau memerlukan? Adakah aku sekadar perhiasan? Kau datang membawa semua keindahan, kau tinggalkan aku di sini. Termanggu menanti bersama keindahan yang kau tinggalkan. Untuk apa kau tinggalkan ia, sekiranya kau tiada di sini? Membuat hati makin jauh, untuk segala-galanya. Pernah aku terfikir untuk menghilangkan diri dari semua rasa. Penat memegang keindahan, tanpa aku mengetahui untuk apa. Hadir aku seperti angin. Tak boleh di lihat.. Tak boleh dipegang... Tapi aku wujud di sana... Ia benar2.. menghimpit benakku,,, Kadang2 membuat aku kosong... Kosong untuk segala rasa........************* (monolog dr suatu kejadian, tiada kaitan dgn y mati)

Monday, March 21

To mr sun

When i see you smile
and know that 
it is not for me, 
that is when i will miss you the most.
i cry for the time that
you were almost mine,
i cry for the memories
i'me left behind,
i cry for the pain,
the lost, the old, the new,
i cry for the times
i thought i had you...
sometime i feel like
trust like a paper
once it crumpled
it can't be perfect again...
Now..
i'm trying not to love you
i'm trying not to care
i'm trying not to live my life
wishing you were there
i'm trying not to wonder
where you are or what
you do i'm sorry..
i'cant help myself.........................................