if I were a boy

 From a song call if I were a boy (Beyonce), song from a girl heart. Lately I think if I can change be a boy, I will do same thing as this song. 

If I were a boy even just for a day

I'd roll out of bed in the morning

And throw on what I wanted

And go drink beer with the guys

And chase after girls

I'd kick it with who I wanted

And I'd never get confronted for it

'Cause they stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand

How it feels to love a girl

I swear I'd be a better man

I'd listen to her

'Cause I know how it hurts

When you lose the one you wanted

'Cause he's taking you for granted

And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy

I would turn off my phone

Tell everyone it's broken

So they'd think that I was sleeping alone

I'd put myself first

And make the rules as I go

'Cause I know that she'd be faithful

Waiting for me to come home, to come home

If I were a boy

I think I could understand

How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man

I'd listen to her

'Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
'Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

It's a little too late for you to come back

Say it's just a mistake
Think I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you're just a boy
You don't understand

And you don't understand, oh
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you wish you were a better man

You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts

Until you lose the one you wanted
'Cause you're taking her for granted

And everything you had got destroyed

But you're just a boy

Why could you hurt someone who love yourself? Why you chasing the girl if now you hurt her feeling so badly? I don't understand... I would not understand. Sometime I think man make girl so sick in love! Do you know how it feel when you not around and leave the girl alone? How badly they missing you went you  far from them! Just keep in mind reader, human heart can feels thing but the eyes cannot see and knows what the mind cannot understand. Before someone’s tomorrow has been taken away, cherish those you love, appreciate them today before tomorrow come. May be when tomorrow come, they may not like today. May be there are things that we don’t want to happen but have to accept, things we don’t want to know but have to learn, and people we can’t live without but have to let go. Sometime I think crush in love is not destiny or fate but it just an accident that for sure make people sick or suffer! If you don’t know how to appreciate it, love just word without any meaning. It just a word… Pen off..