To mr sun

When i see you smile

and know that 

it is not for me, 

that is when i will miss you the most.

i cry for the time that

you were almost mine,

i cry for the memories

i'me left behind,

i cry for the pain,

the lost, the old, the new,

i cry for the times

i thought i had you...

sometime i feel like

trust like a paper

once it crumpled

it can't be perfect again...

Now..

i'm trying not to love you

i'm trying not to care

i'm trying not to live my life

wishing you were there

i'm trying not to wonder

where you are or what

you do i'm sorry..

i'cant help myself.........................................